For an inquisitive
reader, the sentence raises many basic questions. Who is the
"I"? What relationship is referenced in "both our lives"? How
could a flaring match possibly determine their "whole
aftercourse"? From what temporal perspective does the "I" find
itself "looking back" at the present action? Why does the
reflection take the form of such a teasingly periodic sentence?
Does any of this—the first-person narrator, the human
relationship, the retrospective view, the extravagant claim, the
ornate style—possess enough substance to amount to
representation of something, or is it mere linguistic fluff, a
gesture toward narrative signification that gets blown away in
the breezes of this windy chapter?
Wholly satisfying answers to these questions may prove elusive,
but Joyce supplies enough tantalizing details to tempt readers
to dig in. In
Ulysses the presence of an "I" outside of
quoted speech immediately suggests the possibility of
interior monologue. This
sentence, however, does not quite fit the pattern: although its
"I" does think private thoughts, it also seems to seize control
of the narration, telling the story of what happened in the
newspaper office from the vantage of a distant future.
Cyclops
will introduce first-person narration for the span of an
entire chapter. Here, it lasts for one sentence and narrates
nothing more than its own thoughts. Who is doing the thinking?
It's hard to say exactly, but one can get closer to an answer by
noting that the brief quasi-narration occurs in close proximity
to sentences of pure interior monologue whose source is
unmistakably Stephen Dedalus.
When O'Molloy first signals his intention to recite Seymour
Bushe's words in trying a case of alleged fratricide ("J. J.
O'Molloy turned to Stephen and said quietly and slowly..."),
Stephen lapses into his own Shakespearean thoughts about
fratricide: "
And in the porches of mine ear did pour. /
By the way how did he find that out? He died in his sleep. Or
the other story, beast with two backs?" Lenehan obsequiously
announces the delivery of "A few wellchosen words" and demands
"Silence!," whereupon O'Molloy takes out his cigarette
case and gathers his thoughts, prompting some irreverent person
to think, "
False lull. Something quite ordinary." Again
this must be Stephen, because when the speech is over O'Molloy
asks him if he has enjoyed it and "
Stephen, his blood wooed
by grace of language and gesture, blushed." The skepticism
that he expressed in interior monologue has been overcome.
Third-person narration returns after the thought "Something
quite ordinary," but now with an odd word choice that suggests
free indirect style not far
removed from the realm of interior monologue: "
Messenger took
out his matchbox thoughtfully and lit his cigar." The
messenger here must be Lenehan, who has deliverered
Sport
racing sheets to the
Evening Telegraph office. Earlier
in the chapter, when O'Molloy was handing out cigarettes,
Lenehan has responded to his question, "Who has the most
matches?": "He offered a cigarette to the professor and took one
himself. Lenehan promptly struck a match for them and lit their
cigarettes in turn. J. J. O'Molloy opened his case again and
offered it." Once again, Lenehan gives O'Molloy a light, holding
out
a flaring match.
There follows the numinous insight into the occult powers of
matches, expressed in the efflorescent style of the strange "I."
Gifford observes that "This stylistic intrusion echoes the
Dickens of
David Copperfield (1849-50) and
Great
Expectations (1861); as, for example, David on the wedding
of Peggoty and Barkis: '
I have often thought, since, what
an odd, innocent, out-of-the-way kind of wedding it must have
been! We got into the chaise again soon after dark, and drove
cosily back, looking up at the stars and talking about them'
(chap. 10)." In chapter 8 of
Great Expectations, Pip
remarks of Miss Havisham, "
I have often thought since, that
she must have looked as if the admission of the natural light of
day would have struck her to dust." Similar expressions occur
several more times in that novel.
Joyce's verbatim repetition of "
I have often thought since"
is indeed remarkable, but there is more of Dickens in his
sentence than simply a stylistic echo. Between the first-person
narratives of
David Copperfield and
Great
Expectations, Dickens wrote
Bleak House (1853), a
novel that (uniquely in Dickens' corpus) alternates first- and
third-person narratives. Joyce possessed a copy of
Bleak
House in his Trieste library, along with
David
Copperfield. In chapter 31, when co-narrator Esther
Summerson goes with Charley to visit the brickmaker's family,
she employs a close analogue of the relevant phrase to reflect
on changes in the course of her life: "I had not thought, that
night—none, I am quite sure—of what was soon to happen to me.
But
I have always remembered since, that when we had
stopped at the garden gate to look up at the sky, and when we
went upon our way,
I had for a moment an undefinable
impression of myself as being something different from what I
then was. I know it was then, and there, that I had it. I
have ever since connected the feeling with that spot and time,
and with everything associated with that spot and time, to the
distant voices in the town, the barking of a dog, and the sound
of wheels coming down the miry hill."
The parallels between this scene and Joyce's sentence are
extraordinarily compelling. Looking back from a future in which
she has become something very different from what she once was,
Esther fixates on a seemingly ordinary moment in her past life
that nevertheless seemed to her, and still seems, pregnant with
the possibility of change. A garden gate, the cold night sky,
the sounds of a dog barking, people talking, wheels slopping
down a muddy road: none of these details holds in itself any
particular prophetic promise, but for her they expressed what
her life was about to become. If the writer were not Dickens but
Joyce, they could be called an
epiphany—one
of those ordinary but eloquent moments that the young Joyce
wrote down as seeds of future stories. His epiphanies were
symbolic, and he gave them a religious name to describe their
mysterious power, but instead of pointing toward transcendental
realities he saw them as opening windows into the moral lives of
human beings.
The person who gazes at the flaring match in
Aeolus makes
just this kind of connection between a mundane event and the
mysteries of human change. The action is certainly "
trivial
in itself," but Joyce loved to defend his
representation of trivialities.
Ellman's biography notes that when he was writing
Stephen
Hero in 1904 he said to his brother Stanislaus, "Do you
see that man who has just skipped out of the way of the tram?
Consider, if he had been run over, how significant every act of
his would at once become. I don't mean for the police inspector.
I mean for anybody who knew him. And his thoughts, for anybody
that could know them. It is my idea of
the significance of
trivial things that I want to give the two or three
unfortunate wretches who may eventually read me" (163). Small
moments and small actions seem significant when they have a
clear connection to the course of a human life—say, by suddenly
ending it. But when the connections are less obvious, it falls
to the artist to show how intimately our lives are bound up with
the little things of our experience.
Ulysses contains
thousands of small details that open up to reveal larger
significance in this way.
The sentence in
Aeolus asserts a connection much
stronger than the one Esther asserts in
Bleak House.
When she writes, "I have ever since connected the feeling to
that spot and time," a reader might understand her to be saying
simply that her changed state was
associated with the
scene on the road. Joyce's "I" instead says definitively that
the lighting of a match "
determined" the course of his
life. Postmodern readers may hear in this claim of distant
causality an anticipation of the "butterfly effect," that
commonplace of late 20th and early 21st century culture which
holds that a butterly flapping its wings in Delhi can affect
lives several weeks later in Omaha, say by changing the path of
a tornado.
This meme of our times derives from the 1960s-era chaos theory
of the American meteorologist and mathematician Edward Lorenz,
who noticed that tiny input changes in a mathematical weather
model could, over time, produce large changes in output. A
colleague expressed the finding by saying that a seagull
flapping its wings could permanently alter the weather, and
Lorenz, embracing this image, changed the gull to a butterfly.
By coincidence, however, when one plots the "Lorenz attractor"—a
set of solutions to the system of three differential equations
that Lorenz devised to predict the chaotic effect of non-linear
deterministic systems—the resulting graph resembles the wings of
a butterfly.
The randomizing determinism that is chaos theory found its
breakthrough formulations in the 20th century, but its roots go
back at least to German philosopher Johann Gottlieb Fichte's
The
Vocation of Man (1800): "you could not remove a single
grain of sand from its place, without thereby, although perhaps
imperceptibly to you, altering something throughout all parts of
the immeasurable whole.... Suppose it to lie some few paces
further inland than it does:—then must the storm-wind that drove
it in from the sea have been stronger than it actually was;—then
must the preceding state of the weather, by which this wind was
occasioned, and its degree of strength determined, have been
different from what it actually was... and thus you have,
without stay or limit, a wholly different temperature of the air
from that which really existed, and a different constitution of
the bodies which possess an influence over this temperature....
how can you know, that in such a state of weather as may have
been necessary to carry this grain of sand a few paces further
inland, some one of your forefathers might not have perished
from hunger, or cold, or heat, before begetting that son from
whom you are descended; and thus that you might never have been
at all, and all that you have ever done, and all that you might
ever hope to do in this world, must have been obstructed, in
order that a grain of sand might lie in a different place?"
(trans. William Smith, 1848).
There may be legitimate philosophical and scientific
reasons, then, for supposing that something as trivial as the
striking of a match could affect "
the whole aftercourse"
of a human life. But does the novel encourage readers of this
passage to take its extravagant claim so seriously? Joyce's
imitation of Dickens' language
is close enough to be
called a parody, and it resembles the long parodic imitations
that irrupt in later chapters like
Cyclops, Nausicaa, and
Oxen of the Sun. If Stephen is the subject responsible
for these thoughts, he could be mocking the spiritual
pretentiousness of his "epiphanies" with some overblown
Victorian language, as he has already done more crudely in
Proteus.
But Joyce's stylistic parodies typically combine mockery with
serious engagement, and in this instance the text encourages a
sympathetic reading, because Stephen is focusing on an image
that is often associated quite unmockingly with his spiritual
aspirations: the lighting of a fire.
Stephen has a well-documented history of looking at sudden
blazes and seeing the hidden life of the soul. In part 5 of
A
Portrait of the Artist he watches the dean of studies
lighting a coal fire in a grate and thinks that "his very soul
had waxed old in that service without growing towards light and
beauty or spreading abroad a sweet odour of her sanctity."
Later, he speaks to Lynch of the moment in the artist's life
"when the esthetic image is first conceived in his imagination.
The mind in that mysterious instant Shelley likened beautifully
to
a fading coal." He experiences such a moment just
before composing his villanelle: "
The instant flashed forth
like a point of light... An afterglow deepened within his
spirit, whence the white flame had passed, deepening to a rose
and ardent light."
The scene with O'Molloy is one of three such moments that
Ulysses
adds to the three from Stephen's past life. In
Ithaca he
is again present when someone kneels before paper, sticks, and
coal assembled in a hearth. The prose conveys his Trinitarian,
and demonic, habits of thought as Bloom lights a fire "
at three projecting points of paper
with one ignited lucifer match." In a similar echo of the
earlier novel,
Scylla and Charybdis returns to Shelley's
image of a fading coal, joining it now very explicitly to
Stephen's thoughts about the potential for personal change: "
In
the intense instant of imagination, when the mind, Shelley
says, is a fading coal, that which I was is that which I am
and that which in possibility I may come to be. So in the
future, the sister of the past, I may see myself as I sit
here now but by reflection from that which then I shall be."
Any mockery implied by the parodic language would seem, then, to
be overbalanced by the weight of five other passages in which
fires are associated with Stephen's ongoing imperative to
liberate his entrapped soul and become a Dedalean artist. But if
one reads the passage in this way, what can be made of his
projecting himself into an undefined future from whose vantage
he and some unnamed person look back on the changed courses of
their two lives? By the time she writes "I have always
remembered since," Esther Summerson has married Mr. Woodcourt
and enjoyed some measure of wedded bliss. Is Stephen imagining a
time in which he and some as-yet-unfound spouse similarly look
back on the events that brought them together? Is he thinking of
himself and O'Molloy? Someone else? Is the mysterious "I" even
limited to the consciousness of Stephen?
At this point the questions that can be asked of the sentence
probably begin to outstrip plausible answers. But at least one
more interesting observation can be made about it. In a novel
built on coincidences, there is one other moment in which
someone stares at a tiny, insignificant, red object and sees his
life writ small in its contours. In
Oxen of the Sun
Bloom becomes lost in thought gazing at a bottle of number one
Bass ale. The rapture extends across three of the parodic styles
of that chapter, all of which detect a numinous quality in his
contemplation. "What is the age of the soul of man?" asks a
passage inspired by Charles Lamb before it describes Bloom
thinking about his past. A paragraph inspired by Thomas de
Quincey speaks of voices blending in a "silence that is the
infinite of space: and swiftly, silently the soul is wafted over
regions of cycles of generations that have lived." In a style
evocative of Walter Savage Landor, Buck Mulligan says of Bloom,
"His soul is far away. It is as painful perhaps to be awakened
from a vision as to be born. Any object, intensely regarded, may
be a gate of access to the incorruptible eon of the gods."
But Bloom is not contemplating transcendental realities. The
section of
Oxen that comes next dismisses "the
preposterous surmise about him being in some description of a
doldrums or other or mesmerised which was entirely due to a
misconception of the shallowest character." Bloom, it says, has
merely been "recollecting two or three private transactions of
his own," and indeed the Lamb section has shown him recalling
two or three scenes from his teenage life twenty years earlier.
This would seem to be one of many moments in which
Ulysses
shows the minds of its protagonists following similar
trajectories. Captivated by a red triangle, Bloom is transported
far back into his young adult years. Captivated by the flare of
a match, Stephen is transported far beyond his young adult years
into a maturity in which he can see the shape that his life will
have taken. As he says in
Scylla and Charybdis, "in the
future, the sister of the past, I may see myself as I sit
here now but by reflection from that which then I shall be."
Is it possible, then, that "
our lives" refers to Stephen
and Bloom? If Stephen matures to become an artist who can write
a book like
Ulysses, then Joyce's autobiographical
persona will have reached a point where, like Esther Summerson,
he can join his creator as co-author of the story of his life.
At that point his "I" will be virtually indistinguishable from
the "I" of his maker, much as the person of the Son is
consubstantial with the Father.
And from that perspective he will be able to appreciate the
confluence of forces that brought his life into alignment with
the life of a middle-class ad canvasser.
This reading of the sentence would at least slightly
ameliorate the absurdity of having a fictive character jump
forward in time—because, in a sense, it is actually Joyce
projecting himself into the action of his heavily
autobiographical fiction. It would also assure the reader that
despite the immense differences in their natures, and the
younger man's evident hesitation to accept the friendly
overtures of the older one, Stephen and Bloom are fated to
discover connections as integral as those joining the
butterfly's wings in a Lorenz attractor. Bloom's "small act"
of helping a dazed young genius off the pavement and escorting
him home may qualify as another event determining the
aftercourse of two lives.